The Lesbians upstairs...

THEY WANT ME. Finally they're warming up, indicating they want to be friends/clearly confirming what I have known all along: they want me. I've been telling and telling it but nooooooo.... "you're so narcissistic."
I've been 'wanted' infrequently enough to KNOW when I AM being wanted.
Proof?
She, the 'she' in the relationship (the he's not the most pleasant chic ever) tregged downstairs to bring me 'cold beer'. And it's universally established that 'cold beer' means 'I want to bed you', ask any guy. Just as apple means temptation and cherry, somehow, means slut. Ironclad logic, to mix and discuss with reason is just to cloudy the facts.

Will I let myself be 'taken'? Hmmm well... (of course I've considered it, I'm not exactly on the A-list of Stable Minded Individuals, mix that with a lot of liberalism and bam!) No. I wont. Not my type.

Lesbian Aspirations!

Ohhh ma effff!
The L Word is on!
On WB or some crap because we don't have real cable. and surely it must be re-runs but I glimpse up at the tube on mute and BAM! there's Shane in a white tee shirt making lesbians cool and opening up a barrage of teenage misguided (I know now) fantasies. I was a virgin teen who knew no better...
but dammit Shane hottt!
Gosh!
Like Jolie/Salt :D

Feel good

feel good. I'd say even the air smells great but I' stuck indoors, in an AC room with no windows. Had an amazing weekend, sweet mix of work and play. worked this hoodass wedding, twas the worst I've seen, yet. Geez, cuss out, groom vs. mom-in-law, as usual. I mean, am i supposed to snap this with my 'photo-journalist' approach? geezus knows it twas highly the highlight of the evening. but as usual with ma negros, the food was off the chain, uhm uhmm! grandma most ov put her foot in that fish dish, finger lick.

Went to a house party after. oh wait, saw some kids making out like heavy in a car parked out side first. then went to a house party. two girls, celebrating together. i was like "oh how swell! wish i had me a girl friend i was so intensely close with. they sure get along well"

Cake cutting time, they stick the cake with each other, crowd laughs "kiss! kiss! kiss!" and they kissed... like kissed kissed. I'm so totally for freedom of sexuality but the hushed silence of good friends gathered... priceless. the chicken there was awesome too, actually took mine to the car... and then had for breakfast around 2 on Sunday after non.

took the niece to movies and then it was Sundance the House music at GreenHouse. Epic as always, rolling with Kerlon again, now there's a guy that loves dance. We stole the show again, oh they can't touch us, especially when we're grinding lol!

Pictures some day, in this horrid Abstract office right now.