day's work

And one ant-work quote tossed in for messure.
The Big Lebowski 'You're young, you've got your health ... Why do you want to get a job?'

Oh I'll tell

why today's awesome.

Seconds after I found out my dental appointment was 9am and not 1pm as I was mentally gearing up for, I decided to wallow the day away in bed, willing an onset of depression. Then my BB vibrates, it's Kev. He's in the city and will be passing to say hi. It's 8.40ish AM. So naturally I assume, this means free commercial breakfast. He waltz in with arms swinging (luckily I didn't bother getting up to brush else I'd be a tad bummy) "I forgot breakfast."

In and out of sleep we exchange halfhearted back-rubs. Until I remember "I have to deliver Buttons at Arvin's school." I BB Arvin, hoping tomorrow would work, "Nah, bring it today na." His order design is finished and formatted but not printed. I need to buy a printer. Shower, Kev helps make tea, drain it into my carry mug and I'm off to walk to the printers around the block... ok, so none of this is the awesome part.

Today's awesome because:
I finally saw the Rituals Print
Van likes the work I sent for the Ghetto Vybz store
95.1FM called for Button inquires
I'm finally getting my custom made t-shirt from NiQ
I'm having Tuesdays for Dinner
And... something's rejuvenated my excitement about photography. I feel this is key to the feeling.

I thinks

... that this blog is another scathing example of the lack of control i have over my life, and time. how can i not rack up at least 10 posts a month! like a normal person?! How difficult can that be? You know what November, It's ON.
Oh it's on, you just watch and see! There'll be posts, and pictures, and and stuff! you watch!

Lesbian Aspirations!

Ohhh ma effff!
The L Word is on!
On WB or some crap because we don't have real cable. and surely it must be re-runs but I glimpse up at the tube on mute and BAM! there's Shane in a white tee shirt making lesbians cool and opening up a barrage of teenage misguided (I know now) fantasies. I was a virgin teen who knew no better...
but dammit Shane hottt!
Gosh!
Like Jolie/Salt :D

Stuff i yap about

Studio




Wedding





Photography






and Buttons!

I could go to sleep and die

and today would still not be satisfied. bloody heck, I felt like a regular 8-4 member of the rat race. And this doggone BB is gonna be a friend breaker... I can tell.

but rather than whine... there are highlights, from the gross pregnant lady that 'accidentally' bumped into me and totally cancelled any possibility of eating for a couple hours. then tthe girl with the dreadful long toe nails with the awful saggy bag sandals; she was so nice. Eventually had some bess curry at the Tiki Masala place in Long Circular mall where the counter girl found it funny that I still didn't know what anything was. Sat hoping for some minutes of solitude when up walks a stranger, "I know I iz a man and I am supposed to like this but. your top button is open. I seeing yuh business."

Came this close to asking a gunta (white tee, three quarters) to umbrella me to my car... the humanity.

Quicky stint on the Aveune for some vodka to chase the blues with Kev, turned into random Pricesmart run for prints. I don't have a pricesmart cart, think that's an important bit of intel.

and my brother's stapler that's been idling in the car for months, ah I've finally found a use for it... sweet.

Oh, the first Rituals magazine is off to print. moonwalk

why i hate my friends

I had 3 bananas rotting. waiting for prime time to make a mean punch out of. first off, it was 5, but someone ate one, then another. so i put it on top the fridge, where it's so dusty, very few bother. So now I'm at 3. yesterday I tried the texture and nodded in support of the appearing black spots. Should I have made it then? possible, but there was the last of the pistachio icecream up for grabs in the freezer. If I didn't hit that then, I wouldn't be hitting it at all. so I went for it.

Today, today I rose thinking about the meanness about to be unleashed on this punch here today. Keisha borrowed my car yesterday and she's dropping it off early then I'll drop her at her office. I woke and there was Keisha, yamming my figs, goo and all. Then she says, "Girl, these figs rotten girl." makes a face and then, "Yuh ready?"