in the life of employment. waiting to feel those first panicky fingers of uncertainty... probably lost beneath the inner scream fest of freedom going on in ma head. i look forward to boredom, oh i so do! i freaking dare it to venture near me, i double dare you! please?
Anyway the only dawning I've had so far, while zoning out reading Hitchhiker's Guide on the bowl (the book was swiped from The Cafe, how dare whoever did it! in this apt of 3, where only 2 read, and one's got the role of accuser on the bowl. i swipe stuff from the library all the time but that's a whole other galaxy, instant income tax returns). To the dawning, the notion that I'll finally have time to shop, keep up with the trends, get loads of shoes I'll only wear once a year and all day spa days is all hampered by the minute fact that I won't have an in flow of cash and pretty quickly I'll run out of spending dough. Solution?
rather than ration it out in that case we did somewhere in psych class, I'll binge spending for a punch effect! (theory: you have one piece of bread and you're starving with no sight of bread in the near future. you can either have little pieces of the bread over the next few days, but you'll always be left hungry OR have all the bread in one go - you'll be enormously but temporarily satisfied... now that i think about it maybe it's something i read in a Holocaust novel.) Anyway, immense satisfaction seems like the way to go.
Well I'm still in the office, might as well make the best of frostwire while I'm still here, tis so very much faster here.
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